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What
I Have Found By Mark Frees, a former denominational pastor
It is my privilege in this little booklet to introduce the reader to assemblies of Christian believers attempting
to gather according to the pattern found in the New Testament. I write with some hesitation, for my last desire is to exalt
man or any group of men. Nevertheless, I feel compelled to share with others the blessing I myself have received from fellowship
with this dear company of God's people.
For six years I pastored churches in a major denomination, having
also been born, brought to Christ, and reared in that denomination, by and large a gospel-preaching, Bible-believing denomination.
However, personal study of the New Testament teaching concerning the church and the ministry led me to question deeply whether
many of the traditions and methods of our churches were Scriptural. At the same time I was gaining an increasing awareness
of these simple assemblies of believers, whose beliefs and practices matched to a surprising degree the convictions I was
developing through searching the Scriptures.
After much prayer and agonizing, I felt led of the Spirit-much to
the dismay of some-to resign my position as pastor, leave my denomination, and begin to meet with a small group of these brothers
and sisters. I have not once regretted this step, nor can I adequately express how greatly my family and I have been blessed
by it. I feel it would be both ungrateful and selfish to keep this discovery to myself, particularly since many Christians,
though sensing something amiss in their own church traditions, are wholly unaware of even the existence of these assemblies
meeting in Scriptural fashion.
These assemblies are sometimes referred to as "Plymouth Brethren" by
others. However this is not a name adopted or recognized by themselves. For they consider themselves simply believers in the
Lord Jesus Christ, gathered without denominational titles in His name alone. If the use of a label is necessary, the simple
term "brethren" is preferred, since this is not an exclusive name, but one that can be applied equally to all true
believers. For sake of convenience we will refer to them as "brethren" assemblies. The quotation marks and the absence
of a capital ~B" are meant to emphasize that this is not a denomination, nor is it to be mistaken for any denomination
(such as the Church of the Brethren, Brethren in Christ, United Brethren, etc.). The "brethren" to which we refer
are Christians attempting to meet in New Testament simplicity, recognizing their essential unity with all others in the Body
of Christ, regardless of denominational or local church affiliation.
In the early 1800's the Holy Spirit led
numerous Christians to begin meeting in this way. (Plymouth, England was one of the first and largest centers of the work,
giving rise to the misnomer, "Plymouth Brethren.") Despite their beginnings as a somewhat despised little flock,
the "brethren" quickly made an indelible mark upon evangelical Christianity. Many of the themes commonplace to Bible-believing
Christians today, such as the blessed hope of Christ's imminent return, the clear distinction between law and grace, the
unique position of the Church in God's purposes, the future blessing of Israel, etc., are truths that were largely recovered
from obscurity and popularized by "brethren" writers and Bible teachers. J. N. Darby, F. W. Grant, H. A. Ironside,
William Kelly, C. H. Mackintosh, Samuel Ridout, W. E. Vine, and many others.
It is impossible to overestimate
the impact these godly and gifted men have had on evangelical beliefs through the years. I mention this, not to exalt these
men or "brethren" as a whole, but because one hearing for the first time about these assemblies might mistakenly
think they are another extreme sect, or even a cult, to be avoided. On the contrary, they have played a key role in the history
of Bible-believing Christianity over the past two centuries, and they continue to hold without question to the fundamental
doctrines of the faith: The deity of Christ, His sacrificial death, bodily resurrection and literal return, salvation through
faith alone, the verbal inspiration of Scripture, etc.
The assemblies are by no means perfect representations
of New Testament Christianity, nor is their history without the imprint of human foibles and weakness, for they have had their
share of unfortunate quarrels and divisions. No one is more keenly aware of this than "brethren" themselves. Many
of the statements I make about them in this booklet are things they themselves would be very hesitant to claim. This is as
it should be, for our Lord said, "He that speaketh of himself seeketh his own glory." But as a relative new- comer
to the assemblies, I feel I am in a position to speak freely about what I have found without danger of self-aggrandizement.
Since I write by way of personal testimony, I do not feel compelled to deal in a systematic way with the beliefs
and practices of the assemblies. Rather, I want to comment on four specific characteristics that I have found particularly
noteworthy and refreshing.
1. Elimination of the "clergy"
as a separate class of believers.
In the simplicity of the early
Church, as any honest reader of the New Testament will affirm, there was no such thing as a professional "clergy."
The thought of an assembly of believers being led by one man, with ministerial "credentials" and professional training,
serving for a stipulated salary-all this is utterly foreign to the New Testament. Rather, the New Testament pattern is that
the church is to be led, from the human standpoint, not by a solitary pastor, but by a group of men, normally designated 'elders"
or "overseers" in the New Testament. Furthermore, the clear implication is that these elders generally are to be
raised up by God within the local bodies, not hired or imported by the churches from without.
This pattern the
assemblies attempt to uphold, and it was this primarily that first attracted me to them. While serving in the traditional
role of "pastor" of a denominational church, my study of the New Testament led me to believe that I was occupying
essentially a non-Scriptural position. With the New Testament pattern in front of me, I began to see with new eyes some of
the tragic results that have come as a result of churches embracing wholesale a non- Scriptural pattern of church leadership.
Many local church pastors are godly and dedicated men, but the clerical system-this deplorable division of the saints into
"clergy" and "laity"-has wreaked untold havoc in the Church of God.
One famous coach defined
the game of football as, "22 men on the field in desperate need of rest, surrounded by 50,000 spectators in desperate
need of exercise." A similar state of affairs exists in most churches today, because of the notion that one must have
professional credentials to publicly preach and teach the Word of God or to shepherd the flock of God. Thus the potentially
mighty army of God is neatly subdivided into a handful of active duty soldiers and a vast company of spectators, "lay
people," who cheer the soldiers on with their attendance at meetings and their financial support.
Now in
all fairness I should say that many pastors deplore this state of affairs as much as anybody. They see their role, not as
monopolizing the work of the ministry, but as equipping the saints to share in the ministry. This desired result, however,
rarely comes to pass, the reason being that the clergy-laity distinction is the great immobilizer of the saints. The perception
is simply too deeply ingrained that certain elements of Christian work are reserved for a special "called" few.
On one occasion, as I began to see the New Testament truth concerning these things, I shared my burden with some
of the men of the church, suggesting that others besides the "pastor" should be involved, for instance, in preaching
and teaching the Word in the public meetings of the church. One of the dear men, in all sincerity, replied, "But Pastor,
we haven't studied like you have." My first reaction was to ask, "Why not?" For I can say without hesitation
that 99 per cent of what I know of the Bible (and pitiably little it is), I have learned, not from theological seminary, but
from personal study of the Scriptures and from the writings of godly men, the same resources every saint of God ought to be
taking advantage of on a regular basis. In fact, many theologically-trained men would add their voice to mine in admitting
that their seminary training, far from qualifying them to expound the riches of the Word of God, was a soul-withering experience
from which they had to recover spiritually before being effective in ministering the Word.
In the assemblies,
the spiritual oversight of the flock is exercised by a group of mature, responsible brothers, and public ministry of the Word
is shared among various gifted brethren. In addition, there is opportunity at the weekly breaking of bread meeting, as we
will see, for any brother, including those who do not regularly minister in public, to share a thought from Scripture. While
there are full-time workers among the assemblies-missionaries, evangelists, Bible teachers- the lion's share of the oversight
of the assemblies and the public ministry each Lord's Day is in the hands of men who spend their weeks in secular vocations.
What, then, is the quality of the public ministry in the assemblies, if handled primarily by men who have never
had any formal training in theology or homiletics, and who have never been ordained by any church or denomination? I will
give my opinion, and it is that the Bible teaching among the assemblies, while often lacking the polished style and spectator
appeal (blessed lack!) of the professional, salaried ministry, is on the whole decidedly superior in content. After all, as
another has put it, there is a vast difference between being "learned in the Scriptures" and being clever with the
Bible. Unfortunately, the latter is the emphasis in many seminary classrooms and at the desks of many pastors, who are faced
with preparing two or three "sermons" a week for audiences basically disinterested in the deep truths of the Word
of God.
In contrast, the average speaker in a "brethren" assembly may not know that the points in his
outline should all begin with the saame letter of the alphabet, or even that he is supposed to have an outline at all. He
has never been taught that he must have a catchy title, enticing introduction, and forceful conclusion. Being poorly informed
about all this, he knows no better than to simply stand and unfold the Word of God, verse by verse, and line by line. His
poor listeners, being used to no better, do not seem to realize they have been deprived, perhaps because their ears have been
trained by long practice to delight in the truth of Scripture, not the packaging in which it is presented.
Before
we leave this topic (about which I have written in more depth in the booklet, "Is the One-Pastor System Scriptural"?),
I must mention a most precious spin-off effect I have witnessed from this practice of sharing the public ministry among the
men, and that is its effect on the families of the assembly. Who can measure the profound impression made upon a child, week
after week, to see his father-not "the preacher," "the pastor," "the minister," but his father-standing
and expounding the Word of God. Or rising at the prompting of the Holy Spirit to share a simple thought on the glories of
Christ at the Lord's table. And is the blessing of it any less profound for the godly wife and mother sitting next to
the child? Oh, is not the heart-cry of so many wives today, "If only my husband were more interested in spiritual things?"
Is not the overriding need of the family today that of fathers and husbands who are willing and able to grasp the reins of
spiritual leadership? Is not this need mirrored in the churches as well?
The distressing thing about us as men
is that, while we were created for spiritual leadership, we are by nature lax about assuming it. If women will take the spiritual
lead, most men will be content to let them. If a professional pastor is available to do the preaching, teaching, witnessing,
counseling, etc., most men will very comfortably slip into the spectator role. In the "brethren" assemblies, though,
the men are encouraged, expected, and given the opportunity to exercise their gifts-there is no one else to do it! And they
see this modeled before them by other men, whom they know to be neither seminary-trained, ordained, nor paid, ministering
the Word, shepherding the flock, and doing other ministry work. It is beautiful to see how under these circumstances men rise
to the occasion, with untold benefits accruing to the church and spilling over into the home.
2. Obedience to the teaching of Scripture concerning the role of women in the assembly.
This leads us to another
characteristic of the assemblies, one that many find particularly objectionable, and that is their literal obedience to the
instructions of Scripture concerning the role of women in the assembly. These instructions are found in such passages as 1
Corinthians 11 and 14, and I Timothy 2. They are completely opposite to the spirit of the age; perhaps this is why they are
so attacked, ignored, or compromised, even by professed lovers of the Word of God.
The discovery that the wearing of headcoverings during meetings is prevalent among the women in the assemblies is
a shock and offense to many. It places the assemblies a small step above snake-handling cultists in the minds of some! For
our part, my wife and I found in this the final confirmation, as I shall explain, that we should begin to meet with these
brothers and sisters.
For years we had heard
various explanations of the New Testament teaching on the role of women. Typically, these explanations focused on the local
cultural situations that supposedly gave rise to the teaching, such as the alleged prominence of temple harlots in Corinth
accounting for Paul's insistence on head coverings and the silence of women in the meetings. These explanations never
quite rang true with us. For one thing, it never seemed right that a knowledge of ancient Greco-Roman social history should
be prerequisite to a proper interpretation of Scripture, particularly where a culturally-based interpretation appeared to
set aside the plain teaching of the passage. At any rate, whenever one of the sisters would rise to address the church in
some way, and when, on one occasion, our Sunday School selected a woman to teach a mixed class of men and women, we had a
gnawing feeling that all was not as it should be.
This came to a head
when one of the precious ladies of the church came to me, disturbed because she had been reading some of the Scriptural teachings
in this area. She wanted to know if they meant what they said, and if so, why we were not obeying them! I told her this bothered
me too, and that, although I wasn't sure about the proper interpretation of those passages, I would study the matter further
and try to arrive at a conclusion. This was during the same period I mentioned earlier, during which I was wrestling with
the other facets of the New Testament pattern for the church. My ultimate conclusion was that, yes, all of these Scriptures
meant what they said, and only an approach to the Word polluted by tradition and the spirit of the age has kept the Church
from taking them at face value.
When someone suggests taking
literally Scriptures relating to women in the churches, and suggests that women are, in fact, to "remain silent"
in the meetings and are not permitted to teach, they are likely to hear the rejoinder: "Well then, I suppose you believe
women should wear head coverings, too!" As if, of course, this were a ludicrous thought and the mere mention of it should
send one scurrying apologetically for a more enlightened interpretation. In a sense, there is truth to that rejoinder, for
to take one clear instruction to the Church literally and not another is patent inconsistency. But is the proper solution
to take neither seriously? Is it not rather to submit to both-to all?
Now,
perhaps, you will understand why we rejoiced to hear of the wearing of head-coverings by the women of the assemblies. It evidenced
to us that here at last were believers attempting to conform to the whole of the New Testament pattern for the church, not
playing pick and choose. Here were assemblies not frightened off from obeying the Word of God by the fact that their obedience
would place them squarely at odds with the prevailing views of worldlings and Christendom alike.
The wearing of headcoverings is not something that is rigidly imposed in a legalistic spirit.
In most of the assemblies it is done in a sweet, voluntary spirit by the women, who are its strongest proponents. Nor are
visitors to the meetings made to feel uncomfortable or compelled to conform in this area. There is no yoke of bondage here.
Most of the sisters delight in being allowed in this way to model before the whole church their submission to their "head,''
and thus the proper submission of the Church to Christ. And by their obedience in this small way, Christ is honored, families
are strengthened, young girls are taught the beauty of womanhood, and men are challenged to spiritual headship.
If anyone feels this to be oppressive, let him take the trouble to ask the sisters
if they feel oppressed. Let him note their countenances as they explain the beautiful spiritual reality behind this outward
expression. Let him observe the behavior of the daughters, and soberly compare their character, maturity, and spirituality
with that of their peers. Let him trace in the home life, the marriage life, and the demeanor of the children the influence,
not of the wearing of the head-covering itself, but of the dual spirit of joyful submission by the wife and active leadership
by the husband which is taught, nurtured, and sustained by this outward symbol. Then let him ask his own heart if these are
the fruits one would expect to blossom from an oppressive legalism.
Let
him conclude by inquiring of those who nicely set aside the commandment of God by the traditions of men, if the New Testament
instructions to women in the churches applied only, in their literal sense, and to the specific addressees, in view of certain
cultural exigencies? Where can the sisters today find authoritative instruction in light of our own cultural emergency? Was
the need in first-century Corinth greater than today, with gender roles so hopelessly confused and godly womanhood under concerted
and vicious attack such as the world has never seen'? If a clear word from the Lord was necessary then, is it not more
so now'? Indeed it is. And those who are joyfully submitting to the teaching of Scripture in this area are shining like
lights in the world in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation.
3. Exaltation of the Person and Work of Christ.
I can
say with gratitude that, even before I left the denominational church, "brethren" writers were the ones who taught
me to glory in the Person and work of Christ Jesus. Books like Notes on Leviticus, by C. H. Mackintosh, Lectures on the Epistle
to the Hebrews and Lectures on the Tabernacle by Samuel Ridout, began to foster in me a deep attraction to His Person and
a solid doctrinal, rather than sentimental, appreciation of His work. In short, an appetite for Christ in His manifold loveliness
that I had never before known. Since casting my lot with the "brethren", I have often had cause to give thanks to
God for the constant upholding of the glories of Christ in these humble assemblies of the Lord's people, and to wonder
that I was so long content with a shallow, insipid, and sentimental appreciation of Him.
And can it be denied that this accurately describes the view of Christ usually presented
in current evangelical preaching, teaching, and literature? Is it not rarely that the presentation of the Cross goes beyond
the physical sufferings of Christ and the assertion that "He died for our sins"? The latter is a glorious truth,
no question, and perhaps the extent to which sinners can comprehend the work of Christ, but it hardly exhausts the glory of
the Cross for the saints. To borrow the imagery of the Levitical offerings, ought we to stop with the trespass offering-though
it be a true and blessed aspect of Christ's work-and neglect those aspects of His mighty sacrifice unfolded in the sin-
offering, the peace offeering, and the burnt-offering Ah, the burnt offering-highest and most beautiful of all the typical
sacrifices! Christ's work presented, not as it affects man, but as it is viewed by God. Christ pictured, not as our sin-bearer,
but as the devoted One who delighted to do the will of God, even unto death. And who in turn was the delight of the Father's
heart, even-yes, especially-in His death. It is Christ through the eternal Spirit offering Himself without spot to God (Hebrews
9:14). Who can fathom the sweetness of that offering's aroma to God! Yet- let the reader be the judge-how often do most
believers hear of these things?
If current teaching
on Christ's work is shallow and unsatisfying, teaching on His glorious Person is practically non-existent. While most-though
by no means all-evangelical believers could, upon questioning, produce the orthodox answer that Christ is both God and Man,
I fear that any deeper probing would most certainly produce embarrassing and disturbing results. What of the impeccability
of Christ'? Could He have sinned'? Did His humanity struggle against temptation as we do? Did He lay aside certain
attributes of His deity when He 'became flesh'?" What about His incorruptible manhood'? Was it subject to
sickness and death'? How is His wondrous Person illustrated in the Tabernacle, the offerings of Leviticus, and other Old
Testament types? Why are there four Gospels'? Which aspect of Christ is particularly presented in each'? Even where
such questions can be answered with theological correctness, is there a real heart for Christ, a constant gazing upon Him,
a deep and daily feeding upon this One who is the "Bread come down from Heaven"?
I desire to tread carefully here, for generalities are always dangerous, and nothing could
be more incongruous than boasting about one's apprehension of Christ, whether as an individual or as a group of churches.
So I hope the reader will understand the spirit in which I write, and will forgive me if, as one who has been immeasurably
blessed, I desire to share that blessing with others. For my personal observation is that, whatever weaknesses may certainly
be noted in "brethren" assemblies, there is by and large a keener delight in and apprehension of the Person and
work of Christ than can normally be found elsewhere. I understand if the reader should take issue with this statement, and
I have never heard any in the assemblies claim this for themselves, but I cannot but speak what I have seen and heard.
One of my first surprises after I began to meet with the small assembly of "brethren"
was the arrival of a series of special meetings with a visiting speaker. My background had taught me to expect such events
to be preceded by plenty of build-up and promotion. Crowned by the arrival of the travelling star preacher, who, if he were
not a former professional athlete or other celebrity, would at least be a riveting speaker, primed to deliver an arsenal of
dynamic, well-rehearsed sermons on a variety of topics. If such I expected, I was disappointed, for what I saw was an eager
group of believers gathering, without coaxing or prodding, to hear an unpretentious servant of Christ give a few warm-hearted
messages on the life of our Lord from the book of Mark.
This
same spirit I have noted since then, expressing itself in many ways. For instance, in a day when Christian bookstores are
filled with trendy topical studies, Christian fiction, and secular self-help psychology coated with a thin Christian lacquer,
among what other circle of believers could a book written a century and a half ago and entitled, Short Meditations on the
Moral Glory of the Lord Jesus Christ, still have wide circulation? This simple fascination with Christ has much to do, I believe,
with what we will mention next, the breaking of bread as practiced weekly by the assemblies. It is this practice of gathering
weekly, under the leadership of the Holy Spirit alone, for the purpose of remembering the Lord in the way He requested that
more than anything else, I believe, has given rise to this ardent zeal for the Person and work of Christ. As we sometimes
sing at the Lord's Supper:
Our song then forever
shall be
Of the Shepherd who gave Himself thus; No subject's so glorious as He, No theme so
affecting to us.
I say to my brothers and sisters in the assemblies, let
us beware lest we be moved away from the simplicity of devotion to Christ. And, while we in one breath give thanks to God
for our rich heritage in this, let us in the next confess that we, too, have drunk far too timidly of this vast reservoir.
There are whole regions of Christ's glory that lie unexplored and unappreciated because of our laxity and dullness of
spirit. How little we really know of Him! Let us confess our lack and then let us "follow on to know the Lord!"
4. Weekly remembrance of the Lord through the breaking of bread.
While
Scripture gives no hard and fast requirement concerning the frequency of the Lord's Supper, it is clear that the practice
of the New Testament Church was to observe it each Lord's Day (Acts 20:7; I Corinthians 11:1 7ff., etc.). Not only so,
but it was the central focus of their gathering. This was another area I began to be strongly exercised about in my conscience
as I studied the New Testament pattern for the Church.
Acts 2:42 lists the breaking of bread as one of four items,
along with the apostles' teaching, fellowship, and prayer, to which the early Church "devoted themselves" Of
how many churches today can it remotely be said that they devote themselves to the breaking of bread'? In the church where
I pastored, as well as most other churches I knew, the Scriptural phrase, "as often as ye eat this bread and drink this
cup," had been amended, for all practical purposes, to "as seldom as ye eat this bread and drink this cup."
When told that "brethren" assemblies follow the New Testament pattern of observing
the Lord's Supper each Lord's Day, a common reaction by those who have never witnessed this observance in its Scriptural
simplicity and beauty is, "I wouldn't want to have the Lord's Supper every week!" Nor would I, if it were
done in the fashion common to most evangelical churches today. Such a stale and staid ritual, encrusted still with remnants
of Roman Catholic superstition (such as the necessity of the elements being "administered" by a "clergyman"),
could hardly be expected to command the affections of the heart. Looking back on my years in the pastorate, I remember dreading
even the paltry three or four times a year when the Lord's Supper was scheduled. But now, the breaking of bread has become
a keen delight, to the point that I feel greatly deprived if forced by circumstances to miss it.
Let
me attempt to describe, for those who have never seen it, the typical breaking of bread meeting among the assemblies. The
time varies, with some assemblies having this as their first meeting on Sunday morning, others preferring the evening hour.
The saints gather with the Lord's table before them. In some cases they are seated in circular fashion with the table
in the midst; in others the table is at the front of the gathering place. Perhaps the first thing the visitor notices is the
simplicity of the meeting hall. "Brethren" are not known for their elaborate worship facilities. But the most striking
feature of this gathering to one unaccustomed to such meeting is that there is no one officiating, presiding, or directing
the meeting-no one, that is, other than the Holy Spirit.
Soon, one of the brothers,
as he feels led, will begin the meeting, perhaps by giving out a hymn. Then another brother may read a brief passage from
the Scriptures which is in keeping with the purpose of the gathering. Yet another might lead in prayer. And thus the meeting
continues, with different men of the assembly taking part-not professional "ministers," but businessmen, engineers,
farmers, carpenters, and others, from every occupation and station in life. One will have a hymn, another a Scripture reading
or prayer of thanksgiving, all centered around the Person and redeeming work of the Savior. The sisters play a vital part
as they join in singing the hymns and in the silent prayer and worship which so largely sets the spiritual tone of the meeting.
None of this is orchestrated or planned in advance, though occasionally visitors have been so impressed with the harmony of
the thoughts expressed that they could scarcely believe it was not arranged beforehand. No, the only preparation for this
meeting is the heart preparation of the brothers and sisters in self-examination and meditation on the Scriptures.
After a time, one of the brothers will give thanks for the bread. Then he takes it from the table, and the
believers pass it one to another. Thanks is then given for the cup, and it is distributed. Again, the men taking the lead
in this are not chosen beforehand, nor do they have to be elders or deacons, or members of any other approved class. Truly,
here is the priesthood of believers, not in word, but in deed. Shortly after the taking of the bread and cup, the meeting
is usually closed, characteristically with a hymn. An offering is generally taken at some time during the meeting. There is
a strong feeling among the assemblies that no offering should be taken in a meeting to which the unconverted are invited,
not only because it may give offense to some, but because it is deemed improper for God's work to be financed by the gifts
of unbelievers. Thus the collection is made during the breaking of bread meeting, for believers only, rather than the public
preaching and teaching meetings.
The Lord's Supper is often called the "Worship Meeting," and
so it is. Some visitors might think the mood rather solemn, for there is little outward demonstration. There are often extended
periods of silence, but these are not awkward times of "waiting for someone to say something," but times of rich
reflection and meditation. "What a sight!" writes John Ritchie, the dear old Scottish saint. "Every eye is
fixed on Christ; every heart is satisfied."
Recently, at the invitation of a
friend, I spent a Saturday evening at a Christian gathering in the local convention hall. By the time I arrived, the crowd
of perhaps four or five hundred was well into the "praise and worship" time of the meeting, swaying to the driving
pulse of the music and expressing their praise in very demonstrative ways. The speaker for the evening, a very popular Christian
leader, took the platform, He delivered what amounted to a shallow motivational talk, consisting largely of a string of anecdotes,
laced with humor that at times bordered on irreverence. I left with a deep concern about what I had just witnessed.
The next morning, being the Lord's Day, found me with thirty or forty saints humbly gathered around the
Lord's table. No dynamic speaker, no trendy music, no ostentatious display. In short, nothing to appeal to the flesh at
all. Just the Lord's people humbly remembering Him in the way He requested. I could not help but feel that this, while
falling far short of the previous night's gathering in entertainment value, breathed far more the authentic spirit of
the New Testament Church.
Yet many of those who had been present on Saturday night would surely look at this
little meeting with a mixture of pity and scorn. "How dry! Where's the emotion?" they say. Could it be they
don't see the dear saint of God sitting there head in hands, even after several decades of faithful service to Christ,
shaking his head in amazement as he contemplates the astounding grace of God and the preciousness of the One who died for
him? Do they not notice, over here, a godly father and husband, pausing to wipe the tears from his eyes as the little group
sings:
When we see Thee as the victim,
Nailed to
the accursed tree, For our guilt and folly stricken, All our judgment borne by Thee, Lord, we own, with hearts adoring, Thou hast loved us in Thy blood; Glory, glory everlasting
Be to Thee, Thou Lamb of God!
Somber? No joy? Who
but one who has known it can describe the inestimable sense of satisfaction, the deep welling up of joy within as the heart
looks utterly away from itself and fixes its gaze upon Him in whom all Heaven finds its delight, and upon the vast incomprehensible
work which He has so perfectly wrought. Here truly is rest for the conscience, fullness for the heart, and joy-not a joy that
can be easily expressed, but "joy unspeakable and full of glory."
Yes, whether it is
the Scriptural pattern for church leadership, the role of women in the churches, the prominence of the Lord's Supper,
or any other area of church life, we will invariably find that following the pattern laid down by the Holy Spirit in Scripture
produces blessed results. We are fools to think otherwise. The New Testament instructions to the churches are not impractical,
outdated things to be swept under the rug by exegetical sleight-of-hand. Rather, they are precious lamps lighting the Church's
way through this dark age, and those who can say with the Psalmist, "I turned my feet unto thy testimonies," will
surely find them a more trustworthy guide than the opinions and traditions of men.
Some Final
Words
I pray that in my desire
to share the blessing I have received, I have not unwittingly painted "brethren" assemblies in larger than life
strokes. No doubt, a thousand booklets this size and more could be written on their weaknesses, defects, and mistakes. Anyone
seeking perfection, or anything near it, among any group of saints this side of glory is bound for disappointment. These few
pages are nothing more than the personal testimony of one who, like the lepers in Elisha's day, has found great spoil
and cannot in good conscience hold his peace. My God bless and use them for His own glory.
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